when i want to and i can’t
when i won’t but i want to
sometimes in that desperation
right at the edges of my place
there She is
the Everything I can never understand
the ins and outs of my endlessly breaking heart
the rubble of it all
the Everything for which
– my head pressing on the sweet sweet ground –
i am alive

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